i was deleting messages in my email inbox and i've read previous replies to comments from the authors.. i remembered posting a statement about requesting the authors to write more ryoda fics and asking them to complete unfinished multichapters...i did not know that there were replies.. and i just knew their reactions a while ago

i did not expect that it infuriated some of the authors, actually i was thinking that they'll be happy because i dedicatedly read the whole fics in the ryoda archives... yes i must admit that i read all of them and did not leave comments before because truthfully speaking i was a silent reader and i had this fear of rejection... i only got out of my shell and started leaving comments when me and ramadii became friends...

actually i hadn't known yet that there were replies since i was really DUMB to master operating LJ during that time,
so if authors-minna-sama thought that i just ignored the reactions... i am very much sorry...

i am sorry for giving you pressures by the post i made before...i will not do it again..

honestly speaking i am really hurt and crying..but i know this is all my fault.. as i always said.. "i can choose my action but not the consequence..."

thank you very much, i really enjoyed my stay in this community...and again i am sorry..

i don't deserve to be a member of this community anymore since i made a mistake and i offended and pissed off some writers..

to the MODS: i'm sorry for disturbing the community for a while and thank you for being so warm


to:kamenajin , i'll be missing you.. thank you for everything.. heheheh.. chocolates are not enough to express how thankful i am for knowing you...

to:ramadii sweety thank you so much......... i will be missing you too.. and i will never forget you.. thanks for being a good mentor and a good friend.. i love you..

and to all the ryoda writers whom i just recently knew and befriended thank you so much and i'm sorry

sayonara minnasama,..

shuyen

Title: oniichan, I’m sorry, part 2/2

Author: shuyen

Pairing: Ryoda, slight Akame

Genre: Angst, death

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: the characters are owned by their parents…my depressed mode a while ago owns the plot (lol)

Summary: what happened when hatred rules your life (gosh..i’m sorry, now I know it is really hard to make a summary..gomen)

A/N: un-betaed…(gomen for the grammar)…to my imoto, thank you for giving me an idea on what to write…chuu*

Title: oniichan, I’m sorry

Author: shuyen

Pairing: Ryoda, slight Akame

Genre: Angst, death

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: the characters are owned by their parents…my depressed mode a while ago owns the plot (lol)

Summary: what happened when hatred rules your life (gosh..i’m sorry, now I know it is really hard to make a summary..gomen)

A/N: un-betaed…(gomen for the grammar)…to my imoto, thank you for giving me an idea on what to write…chuu*

Title: whatever

Author: shuyen

Pairing: Ryoda

Genre: Fluff/Humor

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: I don’t own the characters; jhonny-san owns them…T_T

Summary: tatsuya is in love with gackt, and ryo is in love with him, whatever!!! (first time writing a fic, gomen, my summary sucks)

A/N: first time writing and posting a fic…(nervous mode*)…un-betaed… (gomen for the grammar)…sankyuu to<lj user="kamenajin"/>

for encouraging me to write and for teaching me how to post. (lol…I did not know how to post until she helped me…^_^)